I decided I should write a blog post about my sad news, although I'm not sure I want to get too detailed about it. I am a pretty positive and happy person and would rather not focus on the negative!
The main point is that we were pregnant. Then we got some concerning news that it may not be a successful pregnancy. Two days later, I found out everything was okay... Then about a week later, things were just not making sense to me, so I requested a more detailed ultrasound. It was at that appointment that we found out I miscarried. Talk about an emotional roller coaster. Although the news that we were pregnant was a bit of a surprise, we were just so excited and ready for the tiny blessing God would give us. Going through this has been surprisingly more difficult than I thought. Plans were being made, and I was determined to take on this amazing responsibility.
This happened just two weeks ago, but it feels like it has been months. It has been difficult for sure, but I believe everything happens for a reason. I also believe God has a perfect plan for us. Throughout my entire life, God has been faithful to me. His ways are perfect, and his plan for my life is perfect. I will never have the answers, but someday I will see how God can use this situation in my life to maybe help or encourage someone else. I know it has opened my eyes to others who are hurting, and it has helped me know how I can help them. It has helped me understand the value of relationships in my life - a lesson I definitely needed to learn.
One day at a time. :)
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